SPLENDOR

:D

2009-11-05T02:42:00.002+08:00

Dear blogger

2009-08-29T01:58:00.000+08:00

.......

look at the sky

2009-08-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

I cant seem to make up my mind as always.

Anyway at least u feel guilty, & im happy.
Sadist or what?

in between

2009-08-16T00:53:00.003+08:00

no more smiles.

somehow alike

2009-08-09T20:25:00.008+08:00

He's so busy today while I'm busy sleeping.
Gonna prepare for friday now. IT SUCKS.

missing bintan island

2009-08-08T01:56:00.005+08:00

Much love to J & J. :)

mirrors

2009-03-29T22:21:00.005+08:00

i need a hug.

peek-a-tooth

2009-03-28T17:03:00.003+08:00

im so excited cause my wisdom tooth is growing.
say hello to the world!

Wretched

2009-03-26T18:45:00.004+08:00

where the world is only filled with the riches but not the interest.

Tiny freaks

2009-03-25T02:52:00.005+08:00

Only heaven knows the perfect hidden recipe between red tea & pearls. i will die the day the pearls are stolen.

give me a x2 please.

Us

2009-03-18T02:15:00.004+08:00

the life cycle always kill.

Not for long

2009-03-17T01:26:00.007+08:00

Sudden urge to blog again.

the happykids.

happy 20th goh. (:

!@#@$%&^%(

2008-11-26T18:36:00.001+08:00

one can only be poor, but not sick.

10g = $70! *screams*

i need mr brightside

2008-11-14T01:03:00.005+08:00

One last project left to my graduation in my poly life.. Seriously i hate to think where i would land myself at after graduation cuz i know the future is dim for me. ): Nonetheless, worry less and smile more. i see myself getting more and more stressed and worn out these few weeks. Expectations are hard to meet.

Adapt, and move on.

everything's so not right.

2008-11-07T22:50:00.002+08:00

Its friday..
I had a long and tough week...
Mentally I felt like im gonna burst any moment..

This is not fun at all. I miss my friends.

crazy

2008-11-04T23:16:00.003+08:00

Since many of you have found the click to my website, it's time i blog again. :D

1stly, im so tired and busy!

mon - work

tues - cello

wed - cello

thurs - cello

fri - work

im stressed from school and cello.):

Everyday i reached home it'll be around 9+ 10+.. I'm starting to miss home cooked food already.

And BP submission's up coming monday. Tonight shall be the 1st night of torture.. there's still ES test tmr morning at 8am.... oh Hallelujah.

2nd, meiqing's off to suzhou!

another sad case. ):

we'll be missing our friend so much from all the outings.. but most importantly, hope she becomes a totally brand new girl when she comes back from the attachment 6 months later! (:

im so tired i wish i could sleep...

On a happy mood...

2008-09-17T01:36:00.013+08:00

Yes, botanic garden again for mooncake fest last sat with sparklings and lanterns! :D
omggg, didnt know that sparklers can actually bring us sooooooooo much fun! look at the star i drew! the heart by jiayang! the love & cheers by us! just soooooo pretty. *proud* :D

one of the best mooncake fest i had in my life definitely. :)
thanks friends..for making every outing an enjoyable one. as jy said, love is in the air!

im veryyyyyyyyy stressed about sunday. Though im looking forward to it, but it's my virgin night...haha, seriously if anything goes wrong i can just die on the spot la. i hope i wont spoil the music. argh, god bless big time!!! ):

10 more days left!
missing you

Flour always goes with birthday cake

2008-09-07T02:30:00.009+08:00

Back from nicole and swee's birthday chalet finally.
The photos below will tell a better story than my handwritten essay. (:

Queen & Swee

Conclusion: sharing your birthday chalet with someone else isn't ideal at all.
Well as least we had our own fun. (: The scene got dirty with flying flour all around and the poor 2kg cake was all gone for smashing. The night soon turned into a gambling den of blackjack and mahjong.. & since im here talking about birthday, shall update a little for daniel's bbq birthday in august too.

Daniel

They just love flour with birthday cakes!

Times of yore

2008-09-03T02:04:00.004+08:00

Was reading the archives of mine and other friend's blogs.. heartwarming indeed. Brought back much much memories both good and bad.. Looking back some actions were really childish.. but some were really glad that it happened at least its a 'ceng jing yong you'.(:

it's amazing how one changes over the years.. either physically or mentally.. and its always hard not to compare oneself with others.. even with your own past. Just be appreciative, that's my way to happy life!

and why didn't anyone tell me that i look so horrible in the past! ):

Might be back during weekend for updates.. heading to nicole's birthday chalet for the next few days. Hope it'll be a fun one this time..

CELLO<3 tmr! hugs(:

if keeping everything to yourself is what you want,
den i don't think it's worth my concern anymore.

Sunday

2008-08-31T23:03:00.003+08:00

Went to school at 9am this morning for cca.

so early omg, im so sleepy that i don't even know what im playing. My right eye was swollen in the middle of the night and i was using ice bag to cool the swell all night. argh, cant even open my eye abit.. its small enough anyway. lol.

I need a spects seriously. Cant see clearly the beansprouts on the paper anymore. ):

im not sure if i can handle this.. i wish i could, beautifully.

Timbre

2008-08-30T04:52:00.000+08:00

Something different FINALLY.(:
fireworks, indo food, pizza & band!

oh bunny!<3

2008-08-29T02:24:00.008+08:00

boyf caught this bunny on his FIRST try on the toy machine!

damn cute la! haha(: and it cost only $1!
I still thought he wouldn't be able to catch it, but who knows.. only 1 try for $1.

yay!!:D

Been at home these few days.

Back to playin FFVII.. still at gold saucer now. When i checked the last time i played its during oct'2007. Almost a year already and im still not finished with the game. Well at least its fun!

beauty

2008-08-28T04:45:00.001+08:00

yay! has got a new template for my blog, kinda sick of the old one recent.

Comments pls!
Took quite some time to do it, looks pretty decent though? haha(: Back to blogging now since im so free during the holidays. Once again, hope it lasts.

Will be back for more updates tmr! Its 0445 now, time to head for bed! Sweet dreams guys!(:

the 2nd.

2008-08-24T18:50:00.002+08:00

the 2nd shockest thing ever in my life.

i would like to clear off all contacts with A.
How would someone ever degrade themselves till this manner?

oh nonono, the justice is always A.
OH Lord, please do something.

im gonna faint.

upside down

2008-07-19T00:05:00.000+08:00

this crazy world is driving me crazy.

cheers(:

2008-07-08T02:14:00.008+08:00

im so glad jc2's finally over. Today's presentation was alrite for me(: 1st time though, hah. This round of last minute work is the most scariest one though.. where i had gone thru mild depression and severe illnesses of vomiting etc. Let's hope this would be a good lesson and a good turning point, like hopefully.

& not to miss, 3 cheers to gary!

caoge<3!

(((:

fullstop

2008-07-04T13:25:00.002+08:00

just handed up my jc2 project.

it definitely feels like a jc4 workload to me this time.
and ohmygod,
i just vomitted twice in school today.

god bless.

:(

2008-07-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

ENDURE!

ppl i need your encouragement..

Everyday is a chance of redemption

2008-06-28T02:55:00.008+08:00

suddenly,
i tot about the wonders of life.

while looking through the archives of my blog, i noticed
how much we have changed in appearance, in our mindset, with the wonderful people in our lives and how little things in life that made us grow stronger.

19 years of life and now everyone begins their new journey in life.
i think life's pretty scary without goals. If you're living just day by day without knowin what you want, the purpose of your existence is so insignificant. If my life was to be written into a book i wished for an exciting & full of unpredictable stuffs. Routine is the death of the spirit. At least for these 19 years i would have pages filled with contents about up and downs of love & romance, friends and family, education and skills, illnesses to death. Yet I have not found the significance of life for all these while.

and while digging for my old stuffs few days ago, i saw a line written by brother alvin which sounded so true.

"your attitude determines your altitude."

so much quotes and examples to motivate you in your life, but truly how many of them really last in you? Its so hard to find something that keeps you going.

If i had to use one word to describe the entire journey of my life, i would wish for 'unpredictable'.
What about yours?

i am (still) sick

2008-06-27T16:47:00.006+08:00

one more week left to JC2.
the stress is on again. :(

stayover is always fun

but the aftermath was bad.

`always let work comes first.

2008-06-25T20:34:00.001+08:00

yay i passed ftt! (((;
feel like taking up bike too? =/

i need confidence, much.

faith

2008-06-24T16:30:00.005+08:00

there's so much to do and im always taking my time to do slowly. perhaps i should have a sense of urgency to tie things up faster.

wish me luck later and tmr, this time im prepared. (:

i just wanna do it my own way, leading the kinda life i want.

hello eve

2008-06-22T19:06:00.015+08:00

OMG, im back! (:
yay like wtf, finally finally im back to blogging. Let's hope this passion doesn't run out fast again before my blog becomes a dead zone again. School's starting again tmr. I've totally no faith at all. & i've got lots of cello scores to practise! Lots to update, and as usual, let the pictures do the talking. :D

Sarene's Bbq

11th june ((:

Zouk with intercons.
with all the pretty babes (:

& the finale..
Michelle's Birthday Makeover!

..before michelle

.. michelle after! (:
omg look at the stark contrast between them. perhaps we all could be fashion police already. & she loves her bob hair most! haha im sure this would be her best brithday present ever. cheers! maybe we should all have birthday makeovers next year. :D

with love! (:
4 outta 7 are going nus, ntu.
omg jeron & vivi, what should we do?? ):

zz

2008-05-14T00:01:00.001+08:00

very angry.
the past's repeating.
i cant change myself omg):

2008-05-10T10:07:00.001+08:00

i hope kor is alrite.
im worried for him ):

:D

2008-05-08T18:53:00.000+08:00

<3!

(:

2008-05-06T18:24:00.001+08:00

i love the bike riding on the road.

Like again

2008-05-03T01:06:00.006+08:00

omg, i vomited terribly during the picnic all thanks to the old chang kee's oily smell. Was feeling horrible that i couldn't take it and vomited all out later in the night. School has been alrite except for the project work like omg, totally hate it. its so hard to work together as a group and conflicts just arised like so suddenly. anw i had expected it already. Quality beats quatity. like as if por-ing the guys will do any good. Whatever, let's just wait & see.

John says the end of the world is on 21st dec 2012, 11.11am based on scientific and religion theory. and jeron is so funny, he says he's expecting for that day to come and see how terribly embarrassed the scientists would be if we all lived through that day. but what if its true like omg.. i would probably just lie on my bed with my favourite bear, watching my favourite mr bean cartoon show waiting for that 11.11am moment.

& take care big mama, you gotta be strong and firm. you can do it just give urself time. most importantly is do it right and watever shit we'll be there! (:

bean & bear is big <3! (((:

shit

2008-04-21T23:28:00.002+08:00

i think my attendence for cello is like 9/10 and 1/10 is for school.

chalet & jr's birthday party

2008-04-01T00:55:00.005+08:00

the night with crazy party hats and raining bbq...

john's exclusive 19th.

we'll miss u big john. (:

ahead

2008-03-31T01:37:00.004+08:00

omg year 3 timetable's like,

mon 10 - 5
tues 11 - 5
thurs 10 - 5
fri 9 - 5

and there's no school on wed like omg! ((((:
but i have cello on that day though, spoils everything like totally. but anw half day rest is always better than nothing. i've got nothing to do during attachment the past few weeks till i've got depression.. and its going to end in 2 weeks time. meanwhile im so worried for year 3 and my future.. well one step at a time perhaps.

and jrrrr is leaving for police already. gotta miss him like never before. ): all his fickle mindedness and stuff. haha.. anw i forgot to say thanks in my previous post. so here it goes.. "thanks J & J! cant leave without u both. (((: " and there are ppl stealing our picnic at botanic garden's original and creative idea, like whatever.

time to head to bed! its 1.30am and im cabbin down from boon lay to gateway everyday like omg, its time for me to change.. but how?

NONE THE BETTER

2008-03-28T00:21:00.003+08:00

with them around what could be better?

it just makes the best of out my life.

J's the love,

always.

attachment

2008-03-02T23:34:00.008+08:00

look! i recevied a valentine gift from my attachment company! its a pen with our own names on it.. every staff have it and omg i think its so sweet uh.. (:

omg just few days ago i've experienced tremors from my attachment workplace due to the sumatra's earthquake. It happened when my chair was shaking.. i still thought that someone else was playing with my chair and i even turned to look for the culprit. lol but tat was the cause of the tremors not a prank.. then there's even an announacment reporting about the earthquake.. no wonder i felt abit giddy at that moment, but i wasn't sure is it cuz i was feelin sleepy too or cuz of the tremors.

im really too bored during work. :(

view outside the pantry! pretty:)

workplace

was planning to go back fuhua ytd for homecoming day.. but i slept all the way till 6. oh my, sorry girls. Was really tired.. updates again soon!

CNY

2008-02-26T01:46:00.001+08:00

the lovely daniel and kenny brothers.

This year's chinese new year was different and special. In the past we used to stay at home during chu yi where our relatives would come visiting grandma and us at our house. But this year it was celebrated at grandma's new house instead.. chu er went to a very special place and my god, i tink it felt so much like a dream that i even wasn't able to feel much anxiety... but im glad i went though. (: chu si queen and i headed down to lb.. hmm totally different experience i would say. The lion dance was great and we had a feast to our eyes too.

We were invited to nicole's house too.. and steamboat dinner at bugis in the night. Though i lost money for the blackjack game but i realised something important at least... (:

& NOT TO FORGET I LOST MY FREAKING PRETTY LG SHINE PHONE ON THE CHU XI OF CNY. I still remember she's a bloody bitch and tat day was her 1st day of work when we got onto her cab. It was then when my hp slipped out off my pocket and there it goes with the cab driver. It's been the second incident my dear lord. The first time i left i hp in a cab, i was lucky that the cab driver u-turned to return it to me. But this time, the bloody bitch has got herself a good deal, a new phone for cny. i would be cursing and swearing to whichever asshole that is using my phone now, u ought to be jailed for using my phone.

and so i've lost all my precious contacts. dear frens please leave me a message so that i can have u guys back in my phonebook! (:

NO MORE MUNDANE!

2008-02-25T03:50:00.000+08:00

Yes i know u all are so sick of the mundane post. I cant stand it anymore too! like finally. Im goin to post more entries from now on! please stay tuned! (:

have got so much to update about. Didn't realise that so much things can happen within this one month plus.. gonna post about my 19th birthday for now, will update the rest tmr.

presents from all my lovely friends.

the jan babies. our 20th, 19th, & 17th birthdays. (:

ivan's pretty scary ):

Have got a bbq with the intercons and chalet with polymates this birthday. Didn't really expect it.. But it was quite different from other years though. Anw school ended since weeks ago & im having attachment now! 8.45 to 6.15 each day at bugis. Still, I'm late each day. Super relieved that everything is about year 2 is finally over. & was super lucky to escape from the interview to year 3 omg, thats one of the best thing that ever happened this year. But wont be able to get any grades too.. I've only got myself to blame.

During attachment, I've been thinking is that what i wanna be doing for my next 30-40 years of life. Office hr 9 - 6, OT whenever there's submission, drawing lines everyday, drawing for other ppl's design, being a draftman.. is not appealing at all. But what to do? If only i have a choice..

Mundane

2008-01-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

Growing up seems to be a chore now.
I've lost all the enthusiasm towards life.
Perhaps its all due to dreadful school project during the new year period that makes me feel that its gonna be a bad year ahead. :(
2008 year plan's like
portfolio submission of 25th,
interview on 29th,
chinese new year,
spse concert, (hopefully)
2 months attachment,
year 3 shopping mall project. (hopefully)

2008 seems so mundane, there's nothing to look forward to.
Imagine another year past by just like that..

oh john, all thanks to your life philosophies every smoking lattes session.

super 19

2008-01-14T01:46:00.000+08:00

i wish for a super 19th this year.

(:

2008-01-12T06:09:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i feel that the world is moving so fast that i cant keep up with its pace. Or is it just that i'm still not used to the changes yet..

self before pal

2008-01-07T23:36:00.000+08:00

i guess that's how sad the society works.

I need Super Sunshine

2008-01-07T00:38:00.000+08:00

Never felt so screwed up before.

2008

2008-01-05T03:48:00.000+08:00

attachment:
Name of Company you are attached to: ARCHITECTS 61 PTE LTD
Reporting Address: 150 BEACH ROAD #23-01 GATEWAY WEST 189720 SG

test:
2nd Year students take note test schedule as follows:

ADS II
Date: 14th Jan 2008 (Monday)
Time: 9.00 to 11.00 am

MAT II
Date: 14th Jan 2008 (Monday)
Time: 12.00 to 2.00 pm

ES II
Date: 14th Jan 2008 (Monday)
Time: 3.00 to 5.00 pm

goin to archi 61 for attachment! lets hope this will be a good start for my attachment.. not for coffee making session. No more school except for tests and mon's presentation. How kind of them to put 3 tests together in one day, like on the 14th again. totally omgness.

2007 had been a fulfilling year for me.
I started learning driving,
learning cello, <3!
quitted pizza place and joined intercontinental hotel,
had much fun times with intercon ppl for the last two months,
and i find that i have matured and changed alot inside out.

One can actually change so much in a year. All can be done and happened but its just up to you if you wanna do it or not, not you can or not. Freedom of choice still seems to be applicable for all circumstances.

I guess 18 is truly another turning point for me.. i'll aim and make 2008 another special year for me. (:

seriously im sure that if i had continued on i'll still be the same old me now. im glad that it happened though.. When you've lost something, you gained the other.

2008 resolutions
1. dont be lazy & score fucking well for year 3
2. practice harder for cello<3
3. complete & get my car license
4. be neat & tidy
5. exercise.

2008-01-03T18:14:00.000+08:00

fuck.
my 1st (& ever) new year resolution,

not to do last minute work ever again.

2007-12-30T03:54:00.000+08:00

seriously i cant wait for 4th jan to arrive,
but on the other hand.. i've still got so much left to do.

no time!

Christmas Eve @ WCP

2007-12-28T00:08:00.000+08:00

108

2007-12-24T01:48:00.000+08:00

oh so pretty christmas present! <3

omg the guests complimented me during work today!

"hmm good.. ur portioning skills are very good! :) very efficient uh.."

1st time leh! the most i've got from the guests are "thankyou".. at least now i've got records that im being complimented. omg this feelin is so great! haha (:

despite that i was having a terrible terrible tummy-ache while doing serving and stuff.. hurts so much that i feel like crying at times omg. Had no choice but to go back at 11pm to rest. Perhaps its cause of the cookies i baked in the morning? =/ But looking back now its still worthwhile i guess. (:

cookies <3!

2007-12-23T02:57:00.000+08:00

im not gonna sleep
im not gonna sleep
im not gonna sleep

...

2007-12-22T15:43:00.000+08:00

im so stressed that i can die right now.

someone please tell me that i can do it.

my 14th jan

2007-12-21T14:11:00.000+08:00

they say good things never last don't they.

4th jan- final submission
14th/15th jan - tests
feb-april- attachment

like wtf, this yr's 14th jan clashes with the final submission, next year it clashes with the tests date. this system is not right seriously. ):

Photos +++

2007-12-19T03:05:00.000+08:00

6A Primary school outing!

BBQ

and they think its fun gettin themselves drunk just barely within an hour of stay,

and they think its fun sms-ing the whole night, detaching from the rest of the group,

and they think its fun to tell us to home when we live miles away from pasir ris when they were the ones who asked us to stayover,

Hmm ya, apart from that, its fun. (:

Tianyu's last day of work!

No more ugly van rides for her (:

& guess what!

i even saw meiqing in one of the banquet dinners! omg such a coincidence! ((:

&& when i was out with jiayang, we saw chupeng too!

been ages that i had last seen her. (:

last but not least, my 24hr love. <3

:D

2007-12-14T04:20:00.000+08:00

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

Picnic @ botanic garden

2007-12-05T04:07:00.000+08:00

2007-12-04T04:04:00.000+08:00

So close,
And still so far.

the illusion has to stop, for real.
no more clouds for you to rest on, perhaps its time to stop.

UPDATES

2007-12-03T12:59:00.000+08:00

I've been so busy that once i reached home everyday the only thing i would do was to sleep. Nothing surprising, but the past week had really been a fulfilling and fun week! & im in school updating this blog now! Have got work later from 5 -2, and got a test tmr and perhaps a gathering after sch tmr, & wed and thursday is cello<3 days! omg i've got news! i've been put into ensemble practice! finally! shocking and unexpected.. anxious too.. but feeling scared also.. oh man, i'm seriously having mixed feelings about this. But no matter what, this definitely is a good news to me. CHEERIOS! (:

Party World Outing

Kbox singing that day was awesome! (:
& poor nicole got lock out from her parents omg tats so saddening. i cant imagine if it was me who was being locked out. and the nice me took her in for the night over at my place.. (:
选择<3!>

2007-11-27T23:31:00.000+08:00

dad's leaving for china tmr again. its been long since i've heard some encouraging words, like "you can do it, it can be done.." etc.. I know it sounds so clinch but somehow it does calm your soul a little.. or perhaps my faith is running low now..

anw it does feels funny messaging two people at the same time when both of them are together. lol and how would they feel when they are together messaging the same person at the same time then?

slots, alone

2007-11-26T02:49:00.000+08:00

Caught Enchanted movie ytd! its been a long while since i've last been to the cinema. New company, but not bad still. but soonie panseh! lol.. ivan has been extremely quiet the whole night... & i wonder why. lol. but it was nice of the 2 gentlemen waiting for the bus with me.. still are we expecting too high expectation? simple politeness... hai. right lihui sister! ):

doesn't she remind u of mr bean? =/

OMG. this is grosshit.
last night when i was on the bus and i heard water leaking sound.. so i tot the aircon was leaking or something.. but when i look over it appears to be that someone is urinating omg! of cuz i didnt see anithing omg and i wont want to. his bag was on top of his lap covering his... and when he's done i saw his hand carrying a plastic bag with a bottle in it.. Yes, he urinated in the bottle on the bus. omgggggggggggggggggggg! how can someone do this! its so offensive lar! why am i the sway to see it. ): shit, im feeling gross out like totally! Feel like staring and him with a disgusted look but its quite dangerous with his bottle of urine. what if he suddenly gets mad and pour the urine on me omg. this is crazy.

okay, enough of crazy stuff.
grandma's back finally! <3 (:

im pretty confused with the AS ppl. is it the 2nd or 3rd? which is the one? argh.. confused.

&&! yep went to meritus mandarin already but we have to wait till 16th dec! omg thats freaking long! what if meanwhile kim still dont put us under any slots! ): since so many ppl are leaving intercon.. its seems abit pointless to be the only one staying still. goodbye intercon? =/

when the good and bad happend, i still choose to believe im blessed. slots <3! (;

2007-11-25T04:08:00.000+08:00

what is this!
kim didnt even put us down for a single day of work next week. -_-
DAMN pissed at her. like totally wtf.

meritus here i come then! (:

Nobody knows

2007-11-24T02:58:00.000+08:00

Aside from all the bad news i've received these few days, I'm really feeling assured and glad knowing that grandma is still fine and healthy after visiting her today. (:
i really cant imagine what will happen if anithing happens to her..

thanks for all that those that care! appreciate it! <3

2007-11-24T02:30:00.000+08:00

new designer shoe selling only for $35!

the one and only pair in the whole universe, purely hand-drawn by the designer. (:

2007-11-22T03:59:00.000+08:00

grandma's hospitalised....

& that outing.. argh whatever.

Banqueting is <3

2007-11-20T03:11:00.000+08:00

Chinese Premier Wen Jiabao atttended the gala dinner at intercon hotel last night! & with all the big shots like china ministers around.. its really quite scaring serving them. =/

the sisters sitting at chinese premier wen jiabao's table. lol

ivan ......

1st intercon outing, with several missing. persuading them to take neoprints is so hard that i can cry. some ppl even quarrelled over this outing.. =/

If that damn bitch orders me around again i'll make sure she get fucking slapped by me in front of all the guest. her face is so omfg qian bian, that i feel like using the fish to slap her everytime i see her.
i hate roy. but sham & bern are cool managers! (:

OMG i f-ing fell down the 1st time in banquet. *malu*
the thing is it wasn't when the floor was slippery that i fell.. i was moving the chair when i accidentally stepped on the chair cover and poom! thats when i fell forward to the ground. That was pathetic enough but in the midst of their laughters, another girl fell exactly the same way i did too! lol that's candid man..

its high time to chiong for my project before 1st jan08 comes! thats the deadline for our year2 condo project. Lucky its not longer on the 14th jan where i have to celebrate my pathetic birthday together with the cardboards glues viz microstation and photoshop.

To: J & J
our new year resolution!! i will be so sad if it still didnt come true. )):

2007-11-13T21:17:00.000+08:00

i've got a freaking nightmare last night. its so super scary that makes me shivers whenever i think of it.. =///
& who the hell has been callin us the aunty gang! -.-

2007-11-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

part of the 2am girls crew.

yes work is fun! (:
but i dun like abdul & there's one freaking bitchy girl that bossed as if she has been workin there for months & years. Like wtf hello, when i started banqueting u are learning 2+2=4.
seriously i worked till i forgot the fact that im actually having school the next day .. =/ if only attachment could be this fun. we even went high on hokkien last night omg. so unglam i know. haha.. we were on the van home when these ah bengs were communicatin in hokkien.. & we decided to give it a try too. it was super hilarious till i cried omg.. hahah

intercon gossips are goin around.. its so hard to define the tale and the fact. ):

p/s: there's being much complain of all my "one-lined" entries.. im trying to prolong it now. (:

1615

2007-11-11T01:32:00.000+08:00

OMG!

can you imagine luo zhi xiang actually stayed in the hotel i worked at on friday?! and im so sad that i didnt get to see him. its always so near yet so far. ):

maybe i should stop working for the moment.. should i ?

fine

2007-11-07T21:28:00.000+08:00

now they say i look like a chao ah lian when i give black face during work.

):

2007-11-04T23:10:00.000+08:00

i miss jr and jh. ):

like wtf~

wonders

2007-11-04T05:22:00.000+08:00

(:

there's so many things goin through my mind right now, and i cant seem to get it right.

i cant imagine life without grandma...
& no more banqueting until 2am when dad's back this thursday? =/

im so sad

2007-11-01T18:17:00.000+08:00

grandma's moving over to her new house. She's been sleeping in the same room with me for 18years already la! her naggings always fill up the whole house.. and its gotta be so empty without her.. i think i will miss her like...i duno. im so so sad that i can cry now. damn the renovation. ):

2007-10-30T17:04:00.000+08:00

im beginning to like banqueting. (:

and im going to crazy....

would you spare me a candy?

2007-10-27T00:46:00.000+08:00

Church Of St Mary Of The Angels

Had a site visit to this church at bukit batok and omg, it is so pretty! I think this is the best site visit among all.

E-learning next week! gotta be busy with work and cca. Good luck to all friends takin their A levels next week! keep going! (:

wedding dinner tmr night! & another one again 2 weeks later.. why are there so many people getting married this year? anw i love attending such functions, where you would feel so blessed for the couples. To us it may be just a simple meal of dinner, but to them its a precious moment of a lifetime...

Designer shoes

2007-10-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

PRETTY SHOES FOR SALES!

one and only one pair on planet earth,
you own it. no one else.

designer's my classmates! (look at the super chio artwork omg, all hand-drawn!)
(:

some designs available, more photos of past works coming up.

be quick, get one of your very own now!
at $35.

or are you seeking for bags?
theRANDOMshop is the place.

any interested customers feel free to give me a message at summer_nxt@hotmail.com or zhaoyi at onenonly.zhao@hotmail.com !

2007-10-22T02:07:00.000+08:00

im stuck with my candy.

candies get me motivated.

2007-10-21T01:06:00.000+08:00

predator & prey's the sex tonight. (;

today

2007-10-19T04:04:00.000+08:00

work ended from 5 to 2.30am omgness. so freaking late, just reached home around 3.30am and there's school later at 8. Yes i will be there for the submission later. work's full of ups and downs today.. but still it ended well. (: i love candy! Now at least there's a tiny bit of motivation for work. hah.... xD

Life's indefinite.

2007-10-17T01:02:00.000+08:00

just what are we seeking for under the deadly daily routines of life.

200th post

2007-10-12T20:09:00.000+08:00

condo's so hard that even my mama can cry.

2007-10-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

am i setting too high expections for myself or am i seeking for more each time i reached my destination?

perhaps i should stop at times and look back at the improvement i've made, before i proceed to the next stage.

(:

changes are good, only when for the better

2007-10-08T02:22:00.000+08:00

got my PDL without glasses! yay, means i passed my eye test without the need of spectacles. (((: i almost failed omg. =/ lucky.

all thanks to sp's virus that spoilt my desktop's monitor. lucky brother bought a new monitor for me already, if not friday's submission....

1st day of work at intercontinetal hotel was fine. i was surprised that most of the females working there are all aunties/housewives but the males are teens like us. I thought most aunties are only kiasu.. but not only that, to my horror some of them are so so unfriendly like wtf, do i owe them a living or something?! They're just like those fairytale's witches. Lucky those aunties around me are so super nice, i've got fairy godmothers around me that night. hahaha.. The guys, most were willing to lend a hand while some were over-friendly. hah.. && the floor's so slippery that someone fell & got hurt! o'man, i tried so so hard to balance myself from falling too. I missed my last train home & had to take NR5 back..
♥ mummy was waiting at the busstop.. ♥ (: 18yrs old already, but still its always nice to know that someone's there for you after a days' of hard work. (:

p/s: i noticed the word "lucky" appeared at all the 3 paragraphs.

meet the parents session for poly?

2007-10-05T00:02:00.000+08:00

This is the first time that I heard of "meet the parents" session for poly. I didnt know there is still this custom in poly.. or perhaps, its only for architecture. The lecturers are sure concerned about us don't they? If you have heard of other courses also having "meet the parents" session, please inform me.. if not i will assume that darch in sp is the only holy course that holds mtp session for poly students. =/

Star Search 2007

2007-09-30T01:09:00.000+08:00

Met up with fuhua frens! had no idea why i was so moody omg. must be pms.. so sorry guys. but still we had fun! star search was soso funny.. and my partner jiayang.. O'man, pls help me to vote him... out of the competition. hahah kidding.. Melvin's 8.4 mega pixel dcam is seriously omg clearness. We should meet up more often.. the last time i saw some of them was like 6months ago.. the next time we meet up, no more moodiness. (:

Lantern Fest 2007

2007-09-26T00:37:00.000+08:00

Happy! (:

It's been a few years since i last celebrated lantern fest. Been in touch again with lanterns, candles and sparkling sticks do bring back all the childhood memories and i suddenly felt so old.. cuz there's this kid that called me auntie!!! argh, den i questioned him again, in chinese,

"little boy, what did u call me?"

he referred me to jiejie after that. hahah.. kids nowadays...
no manners! ain't no auntie okay!

2007-09-25T01:59:00.000+08:00

yay 75%!!!
there's still a chance!
i hope no one retains though...

Do you like sketching or sketching?

2007-09-24T03:27:00.000+08:00

dottalism <3!

i don't like kk, like totally

2007-09-23T03:26:00.000+08:00

KK(kengkeng), our year 1 lecturer, is going to be with us for every monday's lesson! omg this is the worst new ever. She is always goin around sch catching students with slippers. argh damn woman, i hate her for doin that. ): she's gonna be the 1st reason if my new resolution cmi. we gotta face her from 10am - 5pm, 7 hours! why must the sch be so cruel and put us in such misery. o'man, she's gotta get me into depression. i so feel like cryin. ):

anw st james last nite was a big nono. they have a bigger age grp over there that i can hardly spot another 18 yr old teen.. but luckily the Boiler Room was much better..i mean the songs. && we saw 2 ladies fightin with each other, pulling hair.. punching stomach.. middle finger.. shouting 'whats your problem'.. The victim even went back for revenge with her friend after gettin away the 1st round. This is the 1st time i see women cat fighting.. just like wwe. Scary.

2007-09-20T17:50:00.000+08:00

I received a call from my ex-maid (is that a correct term to use?) to look for grandma just now. And the amazing thing is that my grandma actually understood my maid's hokkien, and they were chattin like some old friends who haven met up for years.. im impressed. My ex-maid was hinting if she could come back to work for us but sadly that doesnt seem to be the plan now. Then again, with the allowance of watchin suria tv channel, leaving the radio on to its full blast so that we can have a sing-along session with her, chatting with friends over phone, with such great life over here, who wouldn't? its only the exception that she doesn't have a car to drive around to be working as a 5-star maid.

*edited*
im off to the wedding dinner! & huimin from fhs 4d & slivia were at the dinner too. what a small world.

red bubble tea is <3

2007-09-18T01:01:00.000+08:00

im so sad.

1st, sch's reopening next week omg. sem 2 gonna be the toughest it can ever get. imagine the lines that you cant even see clearly when you zoomed in 1000%.. & the attachment using programs that school never taught us before. Anyway i made a resolution for sem 2, i will attend school everyday. No longer ponning sch every other day already. School fees omg, stop wasting money nxXxtTt. But no doubt i will be late. My favourite slogan, always better being late than never.

2nd, im getting a spects with only 50/75 degree just for driving. The very last time i wore spects was during primary 4. The first time I tried it was during a test in school and i was feeling so giddy, almost vomited as well. Ever since I swear not to touch that spectacles anymore. and and, that spects is so oldies lar, with golden frames or something. Thank god i had already lost it, if not i have to wear it now? haha impossible. & the last thing, it won't be pretty wearing spects driving!

3rd, im sleeping on the sofa in the living room tonight.

Hallelujah.

MOS & BTT

2007-09-15T02:46:00.000+08:00

YAY i passed my basic theory test (on my 1st try)! (:

im so afraid i couldn't make it la, cause i have totally zero knowledge about cars. final theory test up next on november. Supposingly, it was to be scheduled 4days later but we hesitated for too long and the slot was taken up. Harry got it anyway, wish him lucks.

lesbian tendency. (if you believe)

the girls got so chilled by the 1st visit to mos that they kept asking for more. And grinding is so ultimately disgusting. i dun understand why some people still play along with it. luckily we protected and avoided ourselves away from them. and omg, several angmoh couples were seriously making out in the dancefloor. i could only stare in disbelief. haha perhaps im just too conservative. & number was requested twice! rejoiced. haha

yay i love saturdays with my love later!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY

2007-09-12T02:23:00.000+08:00

to yokesh - 8th sept
to queen nic - 9th sept
to jiehui - 10th sept!

got back my results for only two of my modules for this sem - RWP & GEMS. attained both Bs for it. was aiming for higher grades but well, at least now it still looks acceptable.

im so sad. i feel like dying each night lar. too much pain. too much sufferings. when is it going to heal.

& yay mambo night tmr!

"The Clinic"

2007-09-06T01:35:00.000+08:00

Went to clark quay's "The Clinic" bar! The concept's so cool. & the seats are so special. They have wheelchairs and hospital beds as seats for the customers. The clinic indeed. All the angmohs were so fascinated by the wheelchair seats that they started pushing around with it. I shall try it the next time i go there again, seems fun! && I finally watched 881 with nicole today. haha its so funny and wow, i didnt realise hokkien songs can be quite touching too. i love! training tmr with my <3!(((: nxt, wake up wake up wakeup at 9!

Past few days..

2007-09-04T02:52:00.000+08:00

I think i have fallen in love with him.

Ah xing from Mayday is so cool omg. They are one of the top notch chinese(note: chinese, not just boy) band. xing is <3.

Jiayang & I are sick! and we went to the chinese sinseh to get these medicine. White for him, blue for me, what a coincidence. (Oh yes, I'm just referring to the plastic bags & our tops.) It's been almost a year since I last saw him, from last yr christmas till now.

Was supposed to go back to fhs on teachers day but.. couldn't get up on time again. oh my, i forgot to get myself an alarm clock this holi. At least I met the girls later for kbox! Huisi's missing from the pic anw. And I miss Ms Phua from blgps! She was my primary 4 form teacher and was such a kind-hearted and great teacher. It was through her teaching that got me up to 5A too.

2 weeks of holidays have past and i think i spent my 1st week sleeping to recover from our loss of slp for our project. Since I have no idea how i should spend my holidays wisely, then I should dedicate most of my time for my love when I'm free now. I really wanna get in ensemble asap! Im really not motivated to work this holidays, although I'm so broke now. Prolly cuz the next holidays will be one year later. ): I feel so sad for myself. I rather save and stop myself from shopping than to go work.. Er hem, although I'm going for two interviews tmr. Cuz I can live without my wants, but I still need to work aLITTLE for my needs..

STM

2007-09-01T00:33:00.000+08:00

Im so scared.

Im havin serious STM. Just awhile ago when i was having dinner with the Js and they asked me what had i been doin for the past week, i pondered for some moments but still couldn't really recall back what i did! And this is not the first time already omg. I always forgot what i did or where i went for the previous few days. I really wonder whats stored inside my brain..