People Change.. Everything Changed.
ahhhhhhhhhh! o lvl chi's gone! but i guess im gettin a B.. so maybe have to retake. Hmm.. see first bah. Chill out guys! yay~ hahaz.. But it's still not the time to relax.. have to buck up for some of my poor subjects. yea..... keep goin! = )
Have you ever turn ur head around and think of the past? Though we were told to live in the present and stop livin and thinkin of the past. But it was all shit. We keep comparin ourself wif the past.. either in results, frenz or love. Some things that we couldnt let go off.. Or some memories that got stuck in ur brain forever. People changed, thus everything changed. agree? Humans are forever changing.. hai~ Some were so nice, like an angel.. but which turns out to be a devil in the end. And vice versa. This makes us sad too. Or it may be some love life that made it memorable.. for life. The past was really so great yea.. We had everythink we wanted. Hmm, but at least i chen jing yong you? No matter how, the past is always there. Memories wont fade away..
sO StOP crappin abt wat live in the present and forget the past or watever shit. l0lz. We can start afresh but the past has already become part of ur life....
♥ 10:28 PM
Oh, Pui!
Hmm today's mood a bit down bah.. = /
Anw had air rifle meetin at 1pm. Got the aR trainin dates.. which are practically everyday from 31st may to 3rd july. at least 3 times a week? wh0a how nice.. gonna be busy till siao. den that mr ng still wanna give wat chem camp.. blablA~ cRazy.
After that had parent meetin session. Got scolded by mum in the canteen.. so dui lian!! l0lz.. lucky not mani ppl around. LOL. Anw ms ek just said tis kinda result not good for jc, holi muz work hard, shut off the com to prevent me from usin.. and she said i looked tired in sch! wahz sadden. Was i? Hmm mus change. but i have plenty of sleep le.. maybe slept too much? penGz. g0t back my report bk.. more den half of my class got more den 70% avg le.. my god, how to compete wif them?
Went home wif mama after that.. nth much le. Everyone take care yea? will be miss u guys in the holidays. Have fun too! Cheerios. = )
-.. xiao? xiao dao ni si ba! luff until u diE! den u'll be the winner. LOlx. =x [ps, tis onli is meant for some ppl. = ) ]
♥ 10:21 PM
Tolerance.
waH sianz. Everyday at home hear him nag nag nag till i buay tahan siaz.. cant stand. Maybe it's cause I'm not used to his naggin bah. hmm, but nvm.. he's goin back to china soon anw.. so let him nag bah. l0lz. Mum bought durians home today! gosh, felt like eatin tat on the way home too..tkS mama. =D
4 moRe days!!! had been rainin heavily these few days. s0 guys rmb to bring ur umbrella when ur out ya? dun be drenched by the rain! keeP urself fit and healthy for the comin exam. Being sneezin whole day.. muz be some ppl speakin ills of me again. bLeah~ hahaz.. anw tmr mama gonna come sch for meet the parent at 2. hope she wun say anitink bad yea? =x Anw quite troubled about the air rifle tink. sigh.. realli duno wat to do. God please guide me.. = (
yep.. sometink sway happened to jh jr they all.. l0lz. hope they will be alrite! - f0r further info, pls msg me in pvt. = ) keep goin frenz! cheerios.
sees like a child, gives like a saint, feels like an angel, speaks likes a picture, cries like the rain... shines like the star.. who is so capable of that~.. No one.
pls: i wanna add on on some bits. realli cant stand my maid siaz. tis afternoon was listenin to duno wat malay dance songs? den the whole house was freakin noisy. normally she sings, i suan le.. tis time still go buy cd and played on the player.. lieWz gettin more and more darin. let her watched suria still not enuff sia.. she gettin more lazy oso le. pengz.. i will get crazy one day.
♥ 8:16 PM
Expect the Unexpected.- Trust/HatredSometimes the impossible things does happen.. When you think that somethings definitely wont happen, god just goes against u. Makin you feel at lost and being utterly disappointed. For all these while i have been searchin for perfectism in others.. but haven I not noticed that no one is perfect includin myself? Perhaps we all yearn for the best from others.. yet somtimes we are blind and can only see their ugly side of them.. Eventually, hatred blooms. Once it is formed, it would take a long time to get rid of the hatred that u have.. just like how a person learned a new bad habit, which takes years to wash them off.
It breaks your heart to see some things that disspoint you.. may it be someone breakin a promise, results that dissapoint u or someone that lies or betray u. It feels like you are being fooled.. and you becomes a stupid fool for trustin them so much. We trust, thus we believed in them. Yet they let us down. Maybe its our high expectation on them.. the pure mind tinkin that he or she won't do such things.. I guess mostly everyone experienced that before? If not.. it might be a blessing.. But I learned from it that trust cannot be given away so easily.. otherwise it will be abused. And most important of all, expect the unexpected.. as the impossible always came true...
♥ 3:00 PM
Believe
Hiya! after SO long.. finally back to bloggin le. Duno why.. but these few days just feel like bloggin so ask seklin to help me wif the blog. thaNkyeW so much! Actually wanna ask mel de, but he is so busy with ncc stuffs.. so asked seklin for help lor.. l0Lz. but dun tink the blog will last long though....
This term really sucks. Everytink is goin down down down. results..cca..bla blA. sigh every1 is sayin that they did badly for mye, so who's the one tt did realli well? crapz. yeaz.. work harder for my prelims bah.. thats the onli way out. aiyer, really cant stand some ppl's attitude. puck, hhope they'll change for the better. god bless them. Anw dad's back few days ago since jan or feb.. nag nag nag again. bleahx. k0r's goin ns soon le.. hope he'll take off his comp password, den i can use le! l0lz. currently using 2nd kor's laptop.. such a miracle that he would lend it to me. At least god showed me sometink possible of out the impossible.. = )
Sometimes in lives we yearn to have what we always wanted, but when u have them, u start to ponder if u have made the right choice... Did u guys have that tinkin be4? sigh.. till now i still dun realli noes wat i really wanted..
♥ 11:43 PM
