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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

couldn't let go.

freak. tmr's the O lvl chinese oral! so freakin fast.. needa adapt to the fast pace for the few comin months. jiayou jiayou! and friday's the ar comp. sad over it lor. cuz of him, my stupid di. aahhhh.. all his bloody fault. WAsted effort siaz.. alll had gone to waste. hate it k` helped ppl but in the end it backfire and i got the "bad tinks". wth is it siaz.. next time muz be selfish abit. puKe~ .

Just back from Golden Willows. aH! l0lz, but i danced the wrong dance steps for line y stupiddance.. haha.. adeline la.. i see her do until i do wrong. haha.. nola. maybe tat time back from ar trainin den abit blur. Quite fun actually.. + the old folks were quite happy wif our performace. cheerios 4a! = ) good job!

anw adeline wans to say to all the ppl out there tat: " the NTU CCC was damn fun!" sehz mad le her. everyday nag at me abt the cheers and tinks she learnt there. buaytahan. =D l0lz, jkjk. but she really had great fun there. ask her for more details!

yea. guess not all tinks go ur way bah. and when it doesn't, dun get frustrated or despair. Try to accept it? bleahs. but i still couldn't let go.. Give in so much but in the end the result is still not wat i wanted. If i dun have the ability to do it and i failed, i will accept it and know that i had tried my best. But this time it wasn't. Some stupid tinks cocked up in the end which spoilt everytink until i became totally stunt.. I wanted to persue wat i wanted again but I cant. This is wat i realli called myself helpless. its not my fault yea..but cannot blame him too. Then whose fault izzit? Blame it on my swaynesS? NAh. i hate facin those kinda tinks tat are without my control. but what can i do?.. sigh... = (

I still couldn't let go.. still..couldn't.

♥ 7:35 PM

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