and ya, jiayang says i haven change at all since sec sch except for my hair. I thought i could just jump down from the 3rd storey im living at now. Like omg, i seriously feel stabbing whatever is beside me whenever i thought of it. Maybe i should do i poll or something. Perhaps I should post up my sec sch photos, but then again it was just a moment of folly. why would i want to post them here to scare you and me.